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May 28th, 2007


08:44 pm - I really like this song right now...
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
Current Music: "Look After You" The Fray

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May 2nd, 2007


10:32 am
The Pennies are tonight, and of course, I had to acquire a cold, complete with a hacking cough. Isn't that just lovely...

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April 18th, 2007


01:17 am
The last few weeks I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a group of people, and I am yelling and throwing my arms about, and no one seems to notice or care. I can't even seem to command attention when there are only 2 other people involved in a conversation, let alone get a group of people to listen to me. Two weeks ago there was no way on earth I was ready for graduation, but as time continues to pass, I'm starting to realize that maybe I am, and this is god's way of telling me to be more forceful and confident.

Tech week sucks balls, and I just want it to be Friday at 8:00, at least then there's nothing left for me to do except watch the show and hope people don't fuck up too badly.

This is one of those nights where I really want someone to hug me and stay with me until I fall asleep, as I feel like I'm on the verge of tears from having way too much to do.

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12:40 am
Do not get me wrong I cannot wait for you to come home
For now you're not here and I'm not there, it's like we're on our own
To figure it out, consider how to find a place to stand
Instead of walking away and instead of nowhere to land

This is going to break me clean in two
This is going to bring me close to you

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes back down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when, but I want you around
When it falls in place with you and I, we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind it's indication

This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

This is going to bring me to my knees
I just want to hold you close to me

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

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April 14th, 2007


03:21 pm
As of this afternoon, I think we have all of our props, and damn is it a lot of props.

I still need to put the programs together, along with organizing some kind of publicity on the quad. I'm getting more posters printed up on Monday, and we'll continue to poster the hell out of this campus. I've poured so much time and energy into this show, and now it's down to the wire. I have butterflies in my stomach already, and I'm also starting to have nerve wracking dreams where everything in the world goes wrong the night of the show. It'll all be worth it in the end. Whether or not the audience enjoys it, I know Knapik and I will get a kick out of it, so it's cool.

Here's to tech week!

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April 4th, 2007


10:00 am
Don't expect a whole lot out of me until after April 21st, as rehearsals and production things are officially going to consume my life from here on out...

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March 21st, 2007


09:43 am - mnah
I'm feeling a lot better now, I don't know what had gotten into me. I went shopping on Monday, and trying to buy a pair of jeans was sad, one size is a little too small, but the next size up would be huge. The only pants that fit me that I liked were 60 some bucks, and I really didn't feel like spending 60 bucks on a pair of jeans.

Found a couple of props in my basement, although not nearly as many as I'd hoped. I need to go on a card board scavenger hunt before I go back to school. The week we come back is going to be the start of being super busy with show stuff. I'm both nervous and excited about the show, I know it'll turn out great, but I'm still really nervous.

I quit my job. My last day is March 31st. Woo Hoo!! He had given me a horrible schedule for April. He felt the need to punish me for asking for time off for History of America by scheduling me to work 5 night shifts in a row the week after the show, so I quit.

I think I'm going back to school on Saturday, simply for the reason that I can't sleep in my own house. I can't fall asleep, and then I can't stay asleep, and then it takes me hours to fall back asleep. That's how it's been every night I've been home. I never have this problem at school, and I always have it when I come home. I only have to survive 3 more nights, thank god.

Here comes the home stretch, and I'm still not quite ready...

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March 11th, 2007


09:52 pm
Haven't posted in a while, so I figured I'd give it a go.

Last weekend was Unofficial. Did the party hopping scene on Friday. Had to wait for the cops to come outside of Legend's. Got severely intoxicated, I'd say it was a successful day of drinkingness. I gave my liver the day off on Saturday at the Catholic School Girls cast party. Rehearsals for History of America are finally completely underway, in a not having to recast it a bajillion times kinda way. It's going to be a good show, the actors just really need to memorize their lines so we can work on the fun stuff. I've had a few people come forward in wanting to help me with some of the production aspects that I knew I could do if I had to, but would like someone with more artsy expertise to help. I should be able to find a lot of props at home for break next week.

This weekend was Proof. It went really well, I liked it a lot. Saturday was the cast party at Kathryn/Mary's. It was an awesome cast party if I do say so myself. I had a really good time. I got just the right amount of intoxicated, and it made for a pleasant evening, especially with the fact that I was able to steal Carl's hat.

Spring ahead has fucked with my sleeping. My body is all off. I'm super tired, but it's only 10:00. I guess that's what happens when you don't go to sleep until like 5:30 in the morning or so, and get up at 11:00. Damn you spring ahead, I like fall back much better!

This week should be a really light week for homework and such, but it's going to be an extremely busy week for rehearsals and work and meetings, so I guess it works out.

I decided I'm not going to Florida with my parents next Saturday. Although, I may fly down on Sunday instead. I have to decide soon, I only have a few more hours to buy my ticket at a discount price. I was really hoping to use a lot of break to get stuff together for History of America, and to get my priorities in order for after graduation, and packing boxes at my grandparent's house in Florida for 3 days just didn't seem conducive my plans. Yeah, I know, I turned down a free trip to Florida, but really I wouldn't have been able to do anything fun, as in go to amusement parks, and I would have been hanging with my parents and grandparents, and I'm not one of those people who have cool, kick ass grandparents who do stuff. I have grandparents that sit around and complain that they can't go and do anything because they're too old and they're going to die, so they might as well sit on their asses and think about the fact they're going to die all day. Although, 3 days alone in my house could either be really boring, or kinda awesome, although, really boring is probably the more probable answer.

Anywho, I think I'm either going to finish my reading, or blow off my reading, one of the two. I'll probably be in bed by 11:00, pathetic, I know.

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February 14th, 2007


02:34 pm - Happy Valentine's Day!
I don't write in here nearly as much as I used to, I'm starting to think that's a good thing. We had a snow day yesterday, and today, it was quite nice, except that my yucky cold prevented me from playing in the snow. Monday we held auditions for the show, and cast it, it should be a good show. I acquired a cold sometime on Saturday, since its initial symptoms were masked by the horrible hang over I had from Kathryn's birthday party. Kathryn's birthday was Friday, we went to Murphy's and then she had a party at her apartment, I drank too much, and um, yeah, I don't really want to get into what happened. I realized that Friday night was the first time I had been drunk in any way shape or form since early November, and man did it hit me hard in more ways than one. Yeah, that's about it. Mike and I are going to Outback for dinner tonight, barring any problems with snow type things. Too bad I'm still sick, it kinda sucks. Maybe a little nap before I get ready for dinner tonight.

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February 5th, 2007


10:18 pm - Holy Crap!
Well, it was a long week last week, well mainly because I had this Monday sitting at the back of my head for 7 days, and well, it wasn't pleasant. But holy crap, I'm producing a show!! And one that's going to take a crazy amount of time. I have a feeling my life will be very very very very busy until April 21st, but hey, it'll be fun, and a nice way to end my career with PDP, since I won't be acting in anything this semester. It was a long meeting, and one in which I was really nervous the entire time, and really I don't think I've ever been that nervous and jittery during a PDP meeting, not even during officer elections. This is going to be extremely challenging, but you know what, I'm ready for it, and I'm ready to take on something that I've never done before. So, The Complete History of America (Abridged), bring it on, because I'm ready for it!

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